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Hi all, slave allan here. This week I am asking for help for a new piece I'd like to do. Last fall I did an edging challenge by myself which I had fun doing. I am putting a link to that story at the bottom of this post. In that challenge, I managed to last 32 days. I think I can exceed that if I try again. The only thing though I said it last fall, and I am going to say it again now. I can not do it on my own.

The one element that was missing was having someone to answer too. I think having someone to report to every day, would compel me to push further. I see someone setting a required amount of edgings for me. Plus having me reporting back if I managed to complete the task or not, and answering for it if I do fail. This person would be my anchor, coach and dominant in this quest to achieving a victory. This lucky person even gets to decide how long my torrent will last and has the last say in how I get to have my release

To add to my predicament and torment is the fact that I write daily adding more content to my various erotic stories. I will admit that as I write I immerse myself into the characters and the setting. This almost always causes me to become aroused and the need for the occasional self-gratification to find relief. Now take that away causing more pent up frustration can you imagine the stories I would be composing for my blog.

So, for this post, this is an exercise in finding out if anyone would like to take the reins and lead me down this road of torment. To be part of this journey to see if I can become an author.

This could be the first of many such adventures. I am going to explore bondage via locks controlled by one's smartphone. I would like to show that there are still ways to have fun with BDSM while in an LDR relationship.

But everything has to start somewhere. I purpose starting with this edging task and see where it goes. If interested in chatting with me, please just message me and I will send you my email address. I look forward to hearing from you.

The link to Some fun with edging:

https://slaveallan68.blogspot.com/2018/10/just-brief-post-to-let-you-know-what-i.html

Well, it ended at 32 days. The daily edging is over. I fail to make it to six weeks. I stopped because I fell sick last week and missed a day of edging. You see my doctor prescribed a new medication and it had an adverse effect on me which kept me from edging sadly. I don't know why but the side effect made all my nerves super hyper. My groin was already hypersensitive, so the added intensity was unbearable. The ache seems to start of my penis and bore through into my rectum. I was sick and super aroused at the same time. I fought the urge to masturbate for almost two days but finally had to give in. The pulsating through the nerves in my groin, scrotum, and the anus was relentless. It was the medication making me feel like this but I figured if I released the ache in that area. I am going to spare the details of the act of jerking off. I will say that after a month of edging that release would be quick. Nothing would be farther from the truth. For some cruel reason, I could not keep my thoughts on the task. My mind would jump from a fantasy to a bill or an errand that had to be done. It took close to an hour to coach that orgasm from me. The release was intense, but after a month of edging, it was less satisfying than I hope. Probably because it was produced form a nipple orgasm. I just rubbed my groin until I went off.

So, I guess for all my effort through the month I will have to settle for the less than explosive orgasm that I was expecting. Oh, if you're wondering why I don’t just start over, that's easy to answer. I did this challenge alone and it took a lot to contain myself each day. I feel that I could not be that discipline a second time. I figure for me to edge like that again. I would need to have somebody to answer to every day. Maybe one day someone will grab my leash and have me try again. I just won't attempt it alone again.

I just finished a short post on an edging task I am doing. Feel free to have a look.

https://slaveallan68.blogspot.com/2018/10/just-brief-post-to-let-you-know-what-i.html