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purpleishypnotic19

Today at work I had a female gave me her number. Odd thing was i didnt even ask nor bothered. She handed me her number on a piece of paper. I thought it was a joke or a prake on me. Funny thing it was real. I texted her once asking why. She could not remember why. I told in the text. You approched me asked where something was I pointed and showed u and I left no more nothing less. She repiled i had to and dont know why. Now been thinking about this all evening. Did i use some hypnosis trick or did she really just think hey hes cute lets give him my number. Kinda odd things happen to me.


What do you all think?

purpleishypnotic19 Aug 15 '18 · Tags: blog, personal
purpleishypnotic19

Has this ever happen to you?


Your working at your job and one of your co workers walks in to start work. You say politely hello there. She turns to you and smiles sofly and replies hello your name. They way she looks at your eyes and her eyes you gaze back at unable to look away. Instantly hypnotized by her eyes.  She walks pass you leaving you dizzy and confused what just happen and what you were doing just mintues before. You shake your head and realize you been standing in the middle of the room holding a glass jar that was suppose to go on the shelve. You place the glass down and now your in a daced state of mind cause her eyes and way she said hello today. Well thats my hypnotic moment today at work.  I did manage to see her again before leaving for the day and we chatted about the weekend plans but her eyes and voice i am still spinning head feeling. Now at home i cant shake this feeling off. I must admit i do love this feeling i have and gotten. But i have to wait till Tuesday to work with her again.


I will keep you posted.


purpleishypnotic19 Aug 10 '18 · Tags: blog, personal
milkstripe

I am a Gemini.  I don’t really put much stock into astrology, but I do know that I am and have been of two minds my whole life.  At my core, I am indecisive.  Sometimes it feels like there are two distinct people living inside of me, but when I try to examine them their lines become indistinct and watery.  While one drives, the other heckles.  Always a backseat thinker.  Always my worst critic.

 

Inner conflict drives people to meditate. It’s what drew me to hypnosis, I think.  When I trance, every part of me feels a comfort that is unhindered by worry or self-loathing.  I am totally free of myself, no longer watching my life from behind my eyes but living in a moment of total, ignorant freedom.

 

But that doesn’t last.

 

I get to wishing I were a stronger person.  I feel weak for wanting an escape, but I enjoy indulging fantasies wherein I give up control.  Am I so weak-willed that I can’t live my own life?  Are my submissive impulses really rooted in low self-esteem?  Could I see myself living out these fantasies in my 30s?  40s?  (Who’s gonna want me when I’m not pretty)

 

You can always have fantasies I guess.

 

I am married.  I love my wife.  She thinks I’m pretty.  I think she’s pretty too.  We take care of each other.  Sometimes, I think we enable each other, but we’re trying not to.  We are both anxious people.  We are private and we probably won’t make it to the thing at Greg’s house later. We don’t get out much.

 

My wife has hormonal imbalances.  They make her gain weight and they kill her sex drive.  I'm not lying when I tell her she is still very pretty to me.  We’ve been exercising more and smoking less, which has helped.  Occasionally the sex is very good.  She doesn’t like to have the lights on though.  We both aren’t great at breaking the silence, so no one talks.  We grope in the dark under the covers and if I’m lucky I get to go down on her which is my favorite.

 

I feel like I would be a better husband if I were more assertive.  More outgoing.  More decisive.  Truth be told, at my core I really love to follow.  Maybe I belong on a leash.

milkstripe Mar 19 '18 · Comments: 2 · Tags: blog

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