Strong. from martha's blog
My need for him is so strong.
I try so hard to pretend it isn't...
I get jealous when he's not around, even though he tells that he loves me.
And still with my life situation, he still says that he loves me..
I've told him he should find someone who can actually be with him physically, and not wait around for me..
Still, he says he loves me..
But all I know, is that if he ever did that, it would kill me inside.
It's crazy, I know..
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