Maybe I'm weird. from martha's blog
When it goes long periods of time where I can't see my tist, as it has been lately, I'm finding that reading hypnosis related stories or watching videos of girls being hypnotized just makes me kind of sad. And a feeling of something being missing. You'd think it would be the opposite right? You'd do those things to kind of help fill the void. But for me, it just makes me want it more. These are my feelings, just like you have your feelings.
The Wall
It doesn't always help if any past Tist had an 'addict' agenda, as some of mine have had, and watching other people's experiences is kinda like having 'just' that one drink when you're a recovering alcoholic... Not a great thing to do.
I hope things work out for you, and you get some play soon. <3 ~ C.xI can relate to this... Sometimes it's nice to watch or read stuff and be reminded of good memories/experiences, but mostly it just shows you what you're missing and that makes us sad.
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